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What do people notice first?
Usually a mismatch. Conversations that used to be easy start to feel like work. Television and small talk become unbearable, and so do certain rooms and certain people. Old ambitions go quiet without being replaced by new ones. Many describe crying at odd triggers and feeling almost nothing at the things that should move them. Alongside that comes a strange lift, moments of clear seeing that make the dullness afterwards harder. The mix is the signature, not any single item.

